I wonder.. I realized...

Huh! It's 3 o'clock in the morning at my friend's house.. i couldn't sleep yet..dunno why..just checking my fb...not in a good mood for chatting... just seeing the people that i'm interested to talk to...anyway, thanx to pu3 n yan giving me a space to sleep at your house n using ur pc till morning.... sucks!! no electrical in my house since i'm back from work at 9.30pm....grrrrr... ermm... just wanted to say something in my blog... i'm not in a good mood today... so tired back from work maybe.. feeling a lil bit down n dissapointed.. tired being of a good girl...good friend to some peoples that i love... i gotta feeling that i'm so so so &#@$@!%$&*....huhuuhuhuhu..
I couldn't know but wonder at times, why a good girl always ends up with a bad guy, while a good guy ends up with a bad girl... Life isn't really fair at times... Seems like two good people with pure intentions don't find their way. Sigh... Does real love exist?I wonder why someone who isn't too pretty has a lovelife, while someone who stands out from the rest, couldn't get the love she deserves. I realized that ending up being a spinster isn't a choice... Sometimes, it's destined to happen... sad, but true...
I realized that one's looks don't determine her fate in terms of love...

I hope I could be happy everyday, but I know it can not, so I sit here t to write this word down and hope it could be. I hope I could do everything I want to do, but I know I’m one of the human beings, I must do what human beings can do, but my mind can’t be restricted, so I sit here to think something I can not do.
I hope I could have millions of millions money so that I could do nothing but eating and sleeping, but I know it maybe also tired to thinking what to have of my breakfast, lunch and supper, how to be comfort during my sleeping, so I haven’t that money, and sit here to d some meaningful things, such as working.

I hope I could be living forever, but I know everybody in this world will die, therefore I can only sit here in order to live better.

There is not all we hope can become true, so I hope what I hope.... :)

~Babelicious Masz~

3 Impian...

Lately ni rase mls nak update blog... tp klu x update bsawang plak kan... so update je la ape citer pun... x kira la menarik ke tak... :P
Blk je dr keje terus aku melandingkan diri atas katil... penat?? bleh la tahan.. sbb pg td bgn tido my dad srh angkat brg skit2 bwk ke rmh baru aku..dlm proses pemindahan la ni... ptg plk nak gi keje... adoittt.. smpai bwk uniform ni gi rmh baru... byk gak la nak pakai dwet lately nih... smpai x ckp simpanan... huhuhu...tp excited giler la nak pindah rmh baru aku sndiri..
dlm landing2 td tetiba fikiran aku melayang ntah ke mana... mcm2 yg difikirkan dlm kpla...
dgn nak midterm exam lg..nak pindah rmh lg... bmula laa kehidupan baru aku nanti... bkn hidup brmhtangga...tp idop bdikari atas hasil titik peluh sndiri.. hehehee... best bangat!!
nmpaknyer impian aku selama ni dah tcapai la kot... nak beli rmh sendiri...ada kete sendiri... sumer dah tcapai cuma satu je lg....hmmmm ni ssh skit nak citer... adoittt...
Impian terakhir ni sgt2 laaaa buat aku stress... asal blk kg jer org dok tnyer...asal org dok tanye je aku blk kg..ehh...haha.. masz..biler lg?? dah keje...dah byk dwet.. ape lg.. bleh laaa kawen... adoitt senang je diorg ckp ekk... ingat aku ni byk sgt dwet ker... beli rmh pun wat gov loan... kete pun x abis byr lg..study pun x abis lg.. Ni la impian yg blom tertunai... bkn setakat cousins je tnye..parents aku pun dok tnye aku bkali2... my mum ckp... "klu dah ade calon tu bwk la jpa org tua... bknnyer ape...umur awk tu semakin meningkat..jgn la kawen lmbt sgt.... mak dah x sbr nak tgk awk tu kawen..." huhuhuhu... pyh tol la camni... aku bkn x mo kawen tp jodoh blom smpai kot..
mmg stress aku nak jwb soklan bkaitan ngan bab kawen ni... kwn2 aku yg dah kawen tu pun bz nak tnye...adoitt bosan aku nak jwb.. ade jodoh nanti aku kawen la... korg2 sumer la aku akan inform dulu... kad jmptan smpai terus.. tp wat masa ni byk benda aku nak wat... sumer kena settle satu psatu.. sbr yer..hahahahaha...

biler aku fikir2kan.... hmmmm bestnyer tgk kwn2 dah kawen...dah ade anak..family sendiri... ade gak yg tgh plan nak kawen... yg tgh hangat bcinta pun ade... hehehehe... seronok aku tgk.... bahagia je korg... aku??? selalu kebahagiaan yg aku dpt sentiasa tselit duka... b4 this hbgn yg aku jalinkan sumernyer x kekal lama... maksud aku x ke jinjang pelamin la... Love is complicated.... aku hrp...ehh xmo bharap la..takotttt...aku bdoa...slps ni hbgn cinta yg ade akan bkekalan laaa hendaknya...

Berbalik pd citer bile nak kawen ni.... sepupu2 aku kat kg sibuk tnye... ''mas.. biler laaa kitorg nak rasa mkn nasi minyak ko ni.. '' hek eleh.. ni la soklan yg aku rasa x bleh blah jer aku nak jwb...mcm nak hantok je kpla diorg kat dinding... klu korg rase nak mkn sgt nasi minyak pegi la kenduri kawen saper2 tuh.. dpt la mkn...nak tggu nasi minyak aku nmpaknyer korg mati kempunan la....
pastu tnye lg..."ko ni dah ade calon ke blom..??? cpt laaa kawen.." ewah2 diorg ni...ingat pilih suami mcm beli ikan kat psr ker... ingat nak kawen x yah pakai dwet byk ker.... aku senang je jwb..ntah la aku tggu putera raja masuk meminang kot..tu yg lmbt kawen... hahahaha...x kan la aku ni nak gi meminang lelaki plak..dah tentu la aku tggu lelaki meminang aku...
mmg stress giler soklan2 camni...semak kepala aku nak jwb! tp kdg2 tgelak gak... hahahaha... mcm2 perangai..

Sebut pasal cinta plak... kdg2 serabut kpla nak pikir... kdg2 rase serik nak bcinta pun ader... tgk org bcinta cam happy jer.. tp aku?? hmmm... aku ni penah merasa cinta yg mcm2 jenis... lelaki yg bmcm jenis... tp nak kata aku serik btol2 tu x laaa...diri ni sentiasa nak bcinta..hati ni sentiasa nak bahagia... kite x leh nak kata kite benci nak bcinta..hehe...sbb cinta tu kdg2 sgt best!! :)
bile bahagia tu..bahagia laaa sgt... manis la sgt...tp biler gadoh...adoittt... x leh nak ckp...rasa msm pahit kelat sgala..kekekekeke.... tp skrg ati ni dah bsedia nak bcinta blk...bsedia menerima cinta...hehehehe...
cuma ape yg aku nak ckp..aku ni bkn la jenis yg suke nak gadoh atau cr mslh..kdg2 mslh tu timbul dr psgn kite gak...kdg2 org lain masuk cmpur.. ape yg aku bleh ckp...aku byk memendam rasa... mkn ati... kdg2 rasa sedih sgt ati tu..mcm x tahan dah nak simpan tp bile fikir blk aku x mo merumitkan keadaan... aku hnya bdiam diri... smpai biler??? aku pun x taw..lbh baik dr aku tak taw dr aku taw..huhuhu...so sad...
aku cuma nak mention satu je kat sini... aku jgk ade perasaan...ingin rase dihargai dan disayangi.. ingin sgt2 rase yg diri aku ni penting gak...aku ingin rase diri ni istimewa dikalangan org yg ku syg n of coz la aku ingin rase bahagia... cukup la klu diri ni dihargai...difahami..disayangi spt org lain gak.. yg penting masing2 jujur dan ikhlas... senang jer...

Kesimpulannya disini... wlaupun kite cuba nak jage ati org... tp klu org x cuba nak jage ati n perasaan kite x guna jgk kan... ape2 pun aku hnya mampu bdoa yg terbaik utk aku.... amin...
ckp la dulu citer merepek aku ni... aku stop kat sini... "Jaga Diri Hiasi Peribadi...''

Bday Wishes...

Emmm... cam sedap jer... smpai ade org tu syg nak potong kek ni..:P

Eee..tgn x bedong la tu...snap pic asyik half jer.... :P

Mc'Donalds Ampang Park... :P

Appy Bufday...... Selamat Ulangtahun Kelahiran..Adoii Encik Kimi, awk sudah tua yerr...... hehehehe...

I'm wishing u another year of laughter, joy n fun.. Suprises, love n happiness..
And when your bday done I hope u feel deep in ur heart.. as ur bdays come n go..
How very much u mean to me.. more than u can know..
I hope all ur wishes come true n hope u enjoy ur bday in this year... all the pleasures it has in store..n bcoz I appreciate u I hope u have many more..

Happy Bday Dear... May God Bless U Always!!!

Love,
Babelicious Masz

Sorority Row... They Share A Killer Secret...

Weekend plan kali ni tgk movie...Sorority Row... aku cam teringin je nak tgk citer ni..hahaha... tgk iklan cam best jer... kali ni kitorg tgk kat Cineleisure, Damansara. Showtime kol 3.25pm...

Sinopsis:

5 sorority sisters sworn to trust, secrecy n soladarity, no matter what. But when a prank goes wrong Megan was brutally murdered n the sisters agreed to hide the body n keep their mouth shut. 1 year later they received a video taken of the night's of the Megan's murder from an anonymous person. Since then, an unseen killer stalks all the girls. Now, the girls are trying to figure out which one of them let the secret slip....

Comment:

Hrmmm pmulaan yg boring skit...tu sbb kitorg leh melantak dulu..mkn ayam la...popcorn la.. :P kat tgh2 tu baru nak suspen... ending okey laa tp mcm ade 2 org pembunuh jer yg disuspect...hahahaha... ape2 pun this is a very psycho movie..... antara kwn2 je yg bunuh pun.... ''They share a killer secret"... nak bg berape bintang ekk??? 3 bintang je la..hahaahah...

Next movie -------> 2012!!! hehehehe...can't wait!
Thanx bebanyak kat org yg blanje movie nih...hehehehe...

Jln2 Mlm Minggu???

Saturday- 10th Oct 2009

Today feeling2 mls nak gi practical kat Klang...rase cam ngantok jer tp aku ttp kena bgn kol 7am bsiap2 utk gi practical...sepatutnye kena ade kat Hosp. Klang kol 8am...tp sbb kemalasan aku yg tlampau aku dah tlmbt yer...smpai klang dah kol 8.15am...punch card pun dah lmbt la..huhu..nasib la x kena marah td...hehehehe...

adoitt nak tggu kol 4pm tu punyer la lama..coz rase mcm buang mase je gi ari ni...coz instructor yg incharge kitorg bz pulek...presentation pun x jd wat....sgt bosan!!! rase cam nak cabut cpt jer.. coz ptg tu dah janji ngan my fren nak gi open house kwn office...hmmmm... nak dkt kol 4 gak aku blah... konon la nak smpai cpt ikot hway kesas tp stuck ngan jam kat puchong lak..choiii! my fren plak dah call tnye kat maner...dushh! tension tol...smpai rmh nak dkt kol 5...siap2 pkl 6 bru smpai rmh kwn office tu...nasib x abis lg open housenyer..haahahahha.... skejap je la lepak situ coz dah penat....

blk rmh lak tpikir cam nak gi cr wallpaper rmh kat sebuah kedai di puchong... aku call sorg kwn aku ni tnyer dia free x... tetiba dia ckp ok jer nak teman aku gi puchong... so aku pun call la kedai yg jual wallpaper tu nak tnye lokasi kedai..rupe2nyer kedai nak ttp dah kol 7pm...cheh! sunday x bukak yer...so kena gi weekdays la or saturday... pikir2 dok rmh boring coz parents blk kg...aku tetiba plan nak gi sunway pyramid..nasib la my fren ni x kisah...dia ikotkan aje plan aku nih... oleh kerana aku mls nak drive n rase nak jd boss hhahaaha..dia la kena jemput n htr aku blk..thankss kama..heheh....tetiba plak housemate dia sorg lg join kitorg..

kononnyer yer gi pyramid nak cr hadiah bday kwn...smpai saner dah nak kol 9pm...mase terhad la nak jln2...nak beli benda lain...benda lain plak yg dpt...aku tetiba tshopping biler nampak butik nichii..hahahaha... kama...layan jer la kpla kwn ko nih..hahahaha... tgk je la pic2 kat bwh ni...ni la brg2 yg aku beli... perut dah lapo..dinner time!! nak mkn ape ek?? balun je laa x kisah.. finally we decided to choose fast food jer..wakakakaka.... konon nak gi mkn kat wendy's burger... masuk kat restoran tu cam xde mood lak...so tkr plan la..gi secret recipe...jln punyer jln akhirnyer....kitorg memilih utk try mkn kat restoran baru kat pyramid... popeyes!!! heehehehe... bleh tahan la chicken ricenyer... paling sedappp roti dia...nyum2 cam muffin jer..fried chickennyer biase je la..x leh lwn kfc..hahaha... tp sbb perut dah lapo kitorg balun je la..siap amik desert lg...chocolate suprise n tiramisu.. :) thanx my fren bwk jln2... ape2pun aku x boring pun ari ni..hehehe... terima kasih la memahami keboringan thp cipanku ini... :P

Baju n seluar yg dibeli kat nichii.. sepit rmbut kat kedai dpn butik tu jer..hahahaaha

Nyum..nyum...

ni la menu2 kat restoran popeyes!!! hehehe.... maner popeye nyer..kekekekekee...

Mcm2 Raye!!

Salam!! Masih lagi dibln raye.. mood raye still ade... ramai lg yg wat open house...byk jgk jemputan x kurang hebatnyer org yg dtg beraye ke rmh..hehehehe... best kan raye... tp yg x beshhnyer bln raye aku dah start class utk new sem..huhuhu...bz la sem ni ngan praktikal sgala tiap2 mggu kena gi klang.....dwet abis kat minyak kete n tol je la...huhu...nasib la class 2 kali sbln.. ape2 pun raye kali ni mmg best coz aku dpt cuti 5 hari...jarang yer seorg nurse spt aku dpt raye lama2... alhamdulillah tiap2 thn aku dpt beraye bsama family... sebut pasal pbelanjaan raye plak mmg sgt byk yer..beribu riban abis ni...naik keje dah pokai...mula la tcari2 sumber kewangan lain..hehehe... org keje gov camni laa... dwet x byk maner..lgpun bonus thn ni x dpt...sedihhhh..... dpt setakat dwet raye rm500 tu jer...klu shopping raye je dah abis yer.. hmmm...ape2 pun aku x lupe la bg dwet raye kat family aku... adik2 sepupu... kuih raye... bju raye...sumer dpt laaa...hehehehe.... raye kedua cam plan nak beraye ke kuantan...tp x jd la coz x confident je nak drive sendiri ikot hway muadzam tu...very da scary... huhu...sori sis x dpt beraye rmh u...wlaupun teringin sgt nak gi saner..huhuhu...
tp hutang tbyr utk beraye dgn u...finally u dtg kl wlaupun skejap je..ape2 pun sye happy sgt dpt bkaraoke ngan kamu, bro n emyr... opsss!! group kite x ckp lg sorg... hahahaha... sorg lg missing.... hahahahahaha... gitu la citer raye thn nih... :)

My Beloved Family

Sis Erin

Emyr

hehe... dasyat bro nyanyi lagu broery...

Selamat Hari Raye Semua!! Maaf Zahir & Batin!!

Weekend Plan!!

http://www.redboxplus.com.my/redboxplus/default.asp

Adoitt menu book nmpak class ekk... yela..order minuman jer x kira la panas ke sejuk rm15 hengget yer... giler mahal..

Hahaha... ni namanyer melantak... b4 buke poser haruss kena snap dulu picca.... x termakan yer..

Tak taw la ape nama mknan ni... tapi rasenyer mcm fish cake jer..hehehe...

Ayam ni sedap gilerr... grill kowtt... nyum2...

Makan time...hehehe...tp sempat lg snap picca..

Cam letih je ek muke kami... tp ttp feeling karok... :P

Red Box PLUS is offering their Ramadhan promo from 6pm till 10pm from RM55++ per adult. Includes: Dinner buffet + 1 drink Terms and conditions apply.

Haaa ni nak citer pasal buffet ramadhan kat REDBOX PLUS yg exclusive ni... citer pasal buffet ramadhan ni aku cam teringin je nak try buke pose kat situ... smbil bkarok yer... actually plan tu dah ade 2 weeks ago tp memandangkan kebizian yg melanda n pkara yg x dpt dielakkan plan tu tpaksa di KIV dulu... hmmmm x sangka diminggu terakhir ramadhan dpt gak kitorg merealisasikan plan kami yg tertunggak tu... nasib jd ekk.. if x jd lg harus aku tarik muke 14 belas lps ni..ahhahahaha...

adoittt tmpt karok mmg sgt selesa ekk.. foods quite okay la... xde la x sedap kan.. tp yg mcm x puas ati adelah... minuman x bleh refill yer... dr kol 6pm-10pm tu..minuman hnye dpt skali jer.. tp nak melantak byk kali xpe... pale otak dia... dah kering tekak melalak drink dpt 1 jer...nak minum lg kena side order yer... pandai tol diorg bussiness... ttp bg buku menu srh amik order utk minuman lg... dah la 1 drink tu je bharga rm15...hahahahha.. x leh blah!

tp yg best kat situ nak melalak smpai kol 3 pg pun xpe...sbb dah byr kan.. rm55++ dr kol 6pm till 3am leh melalak x hengat dunia akhirat...

disbbkan kami bdua jer...jd kami surrender la till kol 11pm jer..kononnyer nak smpai kol 12 wat konsert tp masing2 x larat n dah x taw nak nyanyi lagu ape dah..hahahahahaha..... sore pun dah xde yer...hahahhahahaa... yg penting saye enjoy n happy mlm tuh...hehehe...release tension sudeh... hehehehhe...

* thanx so much u...coz sudi spent time utk I disaat2 akhir puasa... :)) ape2 pun kamu mmg wat konsert mlm itu yer... beshhh2!! tlg nyanyi lagu fav sye
lagi....plzzzzzzz.... hahahahahaha...

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