A Smile Doesn't Tell a Whole Story...

I Miss You Damn Much!!!


I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
It never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone
I'm spinning 'round
And deep inside
My tears all drown
I'm losing grip
What's happening
I stray from love
This is how I feel...

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see my cry

Did it happen when we first kissed
Cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I should have never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give it to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

My mind is gone
I'm spinning 'round
And deep inside
My tears all drown
I'm losing grip
What's happening?
I stray from love
This is how I feel...

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see my cry

How did I get hear with you
I'll never know
Never meant to let it get so personal
And after all I tried to do
To stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted
I can't let you know
I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what u'll never see me cry

All my life...

Terlalu Cinta

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Mengapa semua ini terjadi kepadaku

Tuhan maafkan diri ini
Yang tak pernah bisa menjauh dari angan tentangnya
Namun apalah daya ini
Bila ternyata sesungguhnya aku terlalu cinta dia

Mengapa semua ini terjadi kepadaku

Tuhan maafkan diri ini
Yang tak pernah bisa menjauh dari angan tentangnya
Namun apalah daya ini
Bila ternyata sesungguhnya aku terlalu cinta dia…

Aku terlalu cinta dia…

It's All About Friendship..

It's all about frenship....aper yg bleh kiter describe ttg pshbtan??? no words can describe..
pshbtan amat indah bila kiter slg memahami n syg antara 1 sama lain.. pshbtan gak buat kiter rasa gembira n seronok coz dpt ramai kwn... klu dpt kwn yg sekepala lg best kan...

aper yg aku nak share about frenship ialah... sbg shbt kiter patut terima kebaikan n keburukan kwn kiter..tak kira la dia tu mcm mana teruknya...once kite dah kwn dgn dia kiter kena terima dia seadanya... bkn dlm cinta jer kena ada give n take..dlm frenship pun kena ada... penting sgt coz dr situ la kite bleh elakkan dr selisih faham, rasa x puas ati n gaduh2 ni... sifat mengalah tu perlu dlm pshbtan...klu dpt kwn yg ego tpaksa la kiter ni mengalah kan wlaupun kite sbenarnya tak slh pun..huhuhu... klu ader rasa tak puas ati patut la luahkan supaya kwn kiter tu tau...jgn simpan dlm ati takut jd dendam n benci plak... bg aku, aku suker bterus trg klu aku tak puas ati dgn kwn aku...sbg kwn tak slh klu kite bg nasihat or tego utk kebaikan... tpulang la pd individu tu sendiri nak terima pakai or tak..

aku rasa aku la org yg sgt mhargai apa erti frenship but lain org lain plak caranyer.. now our frenship is over... it's not my fault... at least i'm not very bad to make a decision... i'm still want our frenship back but my heart is broken now... so the best way i let him go...huhuhu.. wlaupun sukar utk aku terima.... aper yg tjadi hnya takdir yg menentukannya..

A Girl Like Me..

Hey! Wassup peoples!

Let me introduce about my self first!!! My full name is Mastura Hj Hassan... U can call me MASZ... Johore is my hometown but i stay at Putrajaya now with my beloved family... I was born on 18th July 1981 n now i'm 26 years old...huhu... I wish i could turn back da time when i was young...huhuhu...I missed all da time... Now i'm working as a nurse..thank God for what u gave to me..I'm graduated as a nurse in 2004.. n start working on 1st April 2004...hahaha...it's april fool day!!!

Ermm....I have 1 younger brother only... hehe...i dun have a big family... but i'm happy...Now i have my own car....Kenari... Wanna spend my money for marriage n home too...

I like shopping, singing, dancing, cooking, outing, eating, watching movies...make a friends....love boys!!! scandals!!!chatting also...hahahaha....juz meet me at www.myspace.com/maszdavivacious... everyday u can see me there... ahaks! sometimes i like 2 join da party or clubs...but i'm not addicted clubber...hahahaha..

I'm friendly person, open minded, sometimes very out spoken but sometimes quiet...sensitive, outgoing, sometimes funny but damn notty....i'm very honest n straight forward...not hypocrite.. I am who i am n i don't want to imitate others..juz to impress someone...

LOVE???? Ermmm i'm single but i'm crush with sumone.... lalalalala... but i don't think it's a real love coz i dun meet my soulmate yet... but a long time ago i'm fallen in love....but broke up 3 years ago... old story...never look back!!! but now i'm juz a girl waiting for my real princey....for everlasting love!!!!

That's All!!! Enjoy my blog!! :)