I Miss U....

Just now, i belek2 my hphone and i saw many pictures of u.. Seriously, i miss those good times when we're together n i miss u damn much syg but it will not change the fact that i am still hurt till today because of that "thing" u did to me.. For your information, it affected me so much more than it does to u.. of course i care about what has happened..
Anyway, i prefer untuk dengar penjelasan dari u sendiri berkenaan tentang apa yang sudah berlaku.. U know what? Sometimes, what was communicated is not what was intended, so to avoid miscommunication, always make an effort to clarify! Well, since kiter got a problem till now i really feel that our relationship is over!! hrmmm.. don't make a trouble again!!!

But in my heart..dunno why i still syg u.... i can't forget everything about u... so bad! huhuhu...

Next Hot Movie Of The Year!

Next Hot Movie Of The Year that i must watch...
LOVE is CINTA... ''Declare your love before it's too late..''
Starring: Irwansyah
Acha Septriasa

Happy Bday To Masz!!!

Happy Bday 2 u...
Happy bday 2 u...
Happy bday to Masz
Happy bday 2 u...

(18th July 1981)

Beza antara SUKA dan CINTA....

Apa beza antara CintA dan Suka?

Jangan terkeliru ....

Di depan orang yang kamu "cinta", jantungmu akan berdebar-debar dengan cepat. Di depan orang yang kamu "suka", kamu akan selalu bahagia.

Di depan orang yang kamu "cinta", musim dingin serasa musim semi.
Tetapi di depan orang yang kamu "suka" musim dingin sama saja dengan
musim dingin yang indah.

Jika kamu melihat ke dalam mata orang yang kamu "cinta", maka kamu akan bertemu.Tetapi jika kamu melihat ke dalam mata orang yang kamu "suka",maka kamu akan tersenyum.

Di depan orang yang kamu "cinta", kamu tidak akan dapat mengungkapkan apa yang ada di benakmu.Tetapi di depan orang yang kamu "suka", kamu dapat mengungkapkannya.

Di depan orang yang kamu "cinta", kamu cenderung malu. Tetapi di depan orang yang kamu "suka", kamu bisa menunjukkan diri kamu yang sebenarnya.

Orang yang kamu "cinta", biasanya akan muncul di benakmu setiap 2 minit. Kamu tidak akan dapat menatap langsung ke mata orang yang kamu cintai.

Tetapi kamu akan selalu tersenyum jika menatap mata orang yang kamu suka.

Ketika orang yang kamu cintai sedang menangis, kamu akan ikut menangis bersamanya.Tetapi jika orang yang kamu sukai menangis,kamu akan mengakhirinya dengan kelegaan.

Perasaan dari "cinta" dimulai dari tatapan mata. Dan perasaan "suka" dimulai dari pendengaran telinga.

Jadi, jika kamu berhenti menyukai seseorang, yang harus kamu lakukan adalah menutup telingamu.

Tetapi jika kamu mencuba untuk menutup matamu, cinta akan berbalik menjadi titisan air mata dan akan selalu berbekas di hatimu selamanya...

Friends..

Friends are forever together 'till the end. You promised me that you would always be my friend. One day something changed I'm not sure what it was. I lost you on that day and the reason was because it was a late dark night and we had a stupid fight. And for some reason, I don't know why, we couldn't make it right. We went our separate ways. This went on for days and days. I made new friends and you made yours, but that hole in my heart could not be filled for that hole was only yours. Times got really tough, my road of life was so rough. I needed friends, not the kind you see from day to day, but the kind that will always and forever stay. Memories were all I had and just the thought of them made me sad. I cried every night wondering how to make it right. I wish you could erase that day and that fight. I miss u so much... I don't know where to start. It hurts me so bad to have this hole in my heart! I don't want our friendship to totally end. I need you! You are my best friend! So can we make a promise to stay together 'till the end? A vow to each other to ALWAYS be BEST FRIENDS...

My Beloved Family!!

• Me...masz..
• My beloved dad n mum...
• My happy family..
• My younger bro n his friend...
  

Persandingan Ahmad Farid Datuk Azmi & Siti Hajar..

Ini la cousin aku...farid...umo bru 23 thn dah jd suami org... hahaha...now study kat london...bakal doctor...skit jer pics aku amik kat rmh pengantin perempuan coz tak bwk camera...so pakai camera hfon jer nih.. mjlis psandingan yg berikutnya pd 21st july dirmh pengantin lelaki di kajang...hehehehe...akan diupdate later...

My Cousin's Wedding..

8.45pm- Rombongan pihak lelaki pun smpai dgn mbawa 11 dulang hantaran..kedatangan kami dismbut mesra mesra oleh pihak perempuan...1 cincin utk mjlis ptunangan n satu lg utk akad nikah...rantai emas putih jg diberikan...bsama duit mas kahwin rm22.50 n wang hantaran rm12,000...haaaa..org johor mas kawinnyer murah jer...hehe..mmg untung la kawin dgn org johor ni....hehehe..pihak perempuan tlh mbls 13 dulang...wahhh... rasa seronok plak tgk mjlis ptunangan n pnikahan nih... lps mjls ptunangan jer kitorg dijamu dgn mkn mlm...actually perut aku mmg tgh kenyang tp tak nak mhampakan org aku mkn jer la skit.. selesai jer mkn kitorg kena bkumpul diruang tamu rmh pengantin semula utk mjlis akad nikah...
bdebar gak aku tgk muka cousin aku tu...hahaha... tu laaa nak kawen sgt kan...study pun blum abis lg.. tp okaylah utk mengelakkan pkara2 maksiat kat oversea baiklah ader ikatan yg sah kan...kedua2 nyer bakal doktor.. btemu n bcinta di kota london...majlis pernikahan bjln lancar...dgn skali lafaz jer cousin aku dah jd suami org..hahaha... nasib la pengantin perempuan tu cun giler...hehe.. sepadan... : b4 blk ader la minum2 skit n mkn kuih..kitorg blk ke chalet dlm pkl 11.30mlm gak la..

13th July 07- Man's Chalet

13th July 07- Blk jer keje at 2.30pm aku n family kena pegi Muar plak.. my cousin's wedding...tp kitorg ni rombongan pihak lelaki la...my cousin dpt org Muar plak..hehe... i'm so tired dat day..tp kena gak pegi coz ni cousin rapat..aroun 4pm kitorg pun btolak ker Muar.. my aunt dah sampai lama dah kat Muar..mlm ni cousin aku nikah....so rombongan pihak lelaki kenalah b4 maghrib... nasibla kitorg smpai b4 maghrib...smpai jer Muar kitorg kena cr Man's chalet..coz my aunt dah booking chalet tu utk cousin2 utk smlm jer... nak cr plak 1 hal...sesat gak..tak jpa...tp nasib dah lalu jln yg diorg bgtau... finally smpai gak kat Man's chalet.. ingatkan kat tepi laut tp okay la tmpt penginapan ni...dkt ngan rmh pengantin perempuan... chalet yg sgt unik n menarik...nmpak cam tradisional sgt2.. ukiran kayu tu yg nmpak cantik... smpai jer kat chalet tu cousin2 aku yg lain ader yg dah smpai..so aku terus jer bsiap tukar baju coz 8.45pm kena smpai rumah pengantin perempuan... mula dgn mjlis ptunangan then akad nikah...

Hugo BOSS Femme!!!

This is one of my favourite perfume.... Hugo BOSS Femme!!!
soft, fragrant, passionate, feminine, long lasting usage, snazzy, expensive but give me more confident n feel cool everyday... :)
Next perfume that i must try ----> Issey Miyake....
Before this i tried -----> Ralph Lauren Cool, Body Shop, Lancome Miracle... :)

Showbiz!!!

Showbiz!!! Date: 22th June 2007 Time: 12md - 3am Venue: La Queen Club
Showtime...kali ni kat La Queen Club...Friday's nite... clubbing time...
aku join kwn2 aku yg lain coz nak tgk show kwn aku gak Wan.. tema mlm tu blue...kitorg bkumpul kat LQ pkl 11.45mlm...smpai jer blom ramai org lg... so kitorg pun lepak2 la dulu...pkl 12 keatas jer LQ pun dah mula ramai pengunjung...
music dah start..ader yg dah start menari... biler dah ramai rasa syok plak...bru la ader semangat nak dance kan...around 1:30am gitu bru la show start...tak sbr nak tgk group wan beraksi...hah!! tu dia dah kuar pun...RNP group!!1st pformance tu....mmg happening...mc mlm tu pun vouge abiss...konon la kata ader mercun la aper la...tp takder punl...aper2 pun showtime mlm tu mmg best!!! happening n superb la...congrats to RNP group coz group korg mmg best dr yg lain...hahahaha... dah nak abis tu kitorg sempat gak la bposing2 dlm club tu... haaaa...tgk jer la pics ni ekk...tak byk tp bleh la nak tgk...hehe...

Secret Recipe!!!

Heeheee....b4 tgk wyg tu kitorg mkn2 dulu.. haaaaa..location seterusnya ialah....SECRET RECIPE...
hahaha..teringin nak mkn brownies ni..lama giler tak mkn brownies kat secret recipe.. smpai jer kitorg terus order mkn...yelah..nak kejar time tgk wyg kan...40 min jer nih...aku order spaghetti meatballs..american brownies n watermelon juice... erynnn order macaronni prawn cheese...american brownies n ice lemon tea...
borak punyer borak tak sedar dah pkl 5.40ptg..hah!!! movie tym laaa....nasib kitorg dpt abiskan mknan tu sumer... then kitorg terus bgegas ker GSC...nasib movie tak start lg..hehehe... aper2 pun best sgt dpt mkn brownies wlaupun rasanyer mcm kureng sedap jer ari tu..dah lapar...mkn jer la...

Kejadian Pada 8 July 2007

Weekend dtg lg...nak wat aper ekk....??? tgh boring giler ni aku ajak kwn aku erynn kuar teman aku coz yg lain bz sgt la dgn plan2 yg dah dirancang.... Kitorg kuar pkl 3 pm...terus gi One Utama... 1st smpai jer terus la gi GSC...nak tgk wyg..konon la nak tgk transformers...smpai2 jer tgk tiket pkl 4.30 dah full...adoiii aii... konon nak tgk pkl 6..tetiba selling fast...smpai kat turn kitorg dah full gak.. pkl 7.20 punyer ader la tp row plg dpn skali...giler!!! ader sakit gak leher aku nanti...mdongak jer.. so, kitorg decide tgk citer 'Die Hard 4.0' laaa...abiss citerr... tu jer yg tak full...amik pkl 5.40 ptg..... bleh la dr tak tgk movie kan... yg pastinya aku sgt bpuas hati dgn citer ni....aku bg 4 bintang laaa....best banget!!!!

Dambaan Cinta...

"Kini baru ku sedari
Selama ini kau ku sayangi
Andai bukan itu hakikatnya
Mengapa rindu yang ku rasa

Mungkin tiada ku fahami
Tidak dapat ku nafikan lagi
Beban rahsia kian membakar diri

Ikhlas ku nyatakan
Kau yang ku sayangi
Kau yang ku cintai
Walau tak mampu ku miliki
Ingin ku luahkan
Mungkin satu hari
Kan terbuka pintu hati
Dapat jua kau terima
Diriku akhirnya...."

Enjoy Ur Life to the Fullest!!

Worth a read...

Don't let someone become a priority in your life,
when you are just an option in their life...
Relationships work best when they are balance.

Never explain yourself to any one.
Because the person who likes you doesn't need it,
and the person who dislkes you won't believe it.

When you keep saying you are busy,
then you are never free.
When you keep saying you have no time,
then you will never have time.
When you keep saying that you will do it tomorrow,
then your tomorrow wil never come.

When we wake up in the morning, we have two simple choices.
Go back to sleep and dream, or wake up and chase those dreams.
Choice is yours...

We make them cry who care for us.
We cry for those who never care for us.
And we care for those who will never cry for us.
This is the truth of life., its strange but true.
Once you realise this, its never too late to change.

Don't make promise when you are in joy.
Don't reply when you are sad.
Don't take decision when you are angry.
Think twice.., Act Wise.

Time is like a river.
You cannot touch the same water twice,
because the flow that has passed will never pass again.
Enjoy every moment of life...


**i dun think i could turn back da time...again..what past is past..life must go on..

A Smile Doesn't Tell a Whole Story...

I Miss You Damn Much!!!


I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
It never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone
I'm spinning 'round
And deep inside
My tears all drown
I'm losing grip
What's happening
I stray from love
This is how I feel...

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see my cry

Did it happen when we first kissed
Cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I should have never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give it to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

My mind is gone
I'm spinning 'round
And deep inside
My tears all drown
I'm losing grip
What's happening?
I stray from love
This is how I feel...

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see my cry

How did I get hear with you
I'll never know
Never meant to let it get so personal
And after all I tried to do
To stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted
I can't let you know
I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what u'll never see me cry

All my life...

Terlalu Cinta

Jangan dekat atau jangan datang kepadaku lagi
Aku semakin tersiksa karena tak memilikimu
Kucoba jalani hari dengan pengganti dirimu
Tapi hatiku selalu berpihak lagi padamu

Mengapa semua ini terjadi kepadaku

Tuhan maafkan diri ini
Yang tak pernah bisa menjauh dari angan tentangnya
Namun apalah daya ini
Bila ternyata sesungguhnya aku terlalu cinta dia…

Tapi hatiku selalu berpihak lagi padamu

Mengapa semua ini terjadi kepadaku

Tuhan maafkan diri ini
Yang tak pernah bisa menjauh dari angan tentangnya
Namun apalah daya ini
Bila ternyata sesungguhnya aku terlalu cinta dia

Mengapa semua ini terjadi kepadaku

Tuhan maafkan diri ini
Yang tak pernah bisa menjauh dari angan tentangnya
Namun apalah daya ini
Bila ternyata sesungguhnya aku terlalu cinta dia…

Aku terlalu cinta dia…

It's All About Friendship..

It's all about frenship....aper yg bleh kiter describe ttg pshbtan??? no words can describe..
pshbtan amat indah bila kiter slg memahami n syg antara 1 sama lain.. pshbtan gak buat kiter rasa gembira n seronok coz dpt ramai kwn... klu dpt kwn yg sekepala lg best kan...

aper yg aku nak share about frenship ialah... sbg shbt kiter patut terima kebaikan n keburukan kwn kiter..tak kira la dia tu mcm mana teruknya...once kite dah kwn dgn dia kiter kena terima dia seadanya... bkn dlm cinta jer kena ada give n take..dlm frenship pun kena ada... penting sgt coz dr situ la kite bleh elakkan dr selisih faham, rasa x puas ati n gaduh2 ni... sifat mengalah tu perlu dlm pshbtan...klu dpt kwn yg ego tpaksa la kiter ni mengalah kan wlaupun kite sbenarnya tak slh pun..huhuhu... klu ader rasa tak puas ati patut la luahkan supaya kwn kiter tu tau...jgn simpan dlm ati takut jd dendam n benci plak... bg aku, aku suker bterus trg klu aku tak puas ati dgn kwn aku...sbg kwn tak slh klu kite bg nasihat or tego utk kebaikan... tpulang la pd individu tu sendiri nak terima pakai or tak..

aku rasa aku la org yg sgt mhargai apa erti frenship but lain org lain plak caranyer.. now our frenship is over... it's not my fault... at least i'm not very bad to make a decision... i'm still want our frenship back but my heart is broken now... so the best way i let him go...huhuhu.. wlaupun sukar utk aku terima.... aper yg tjadi hnya takdir yg menentukannya..

A Girl Like Me..

Hey! Wassup peoples!

Let me introduce about my self first!!! My full name is Mastura Hj Hassan... U can call me MASZ... Johore is my hometown but i stay at Putrajaya now with my beloved family... I was born on 18th July 1981 n now i'm 26 years old...huhu... I wish i could turn back da time when i was young...huhuhu...I missed all da time... Now i'm working as a nurse..thank God for what u gave to me..I'm graduated as a nurse in 2004.. n start working on 1st April 2004...hahaha...it's april fool day!!!

Ermm....I have 1 younger brother only... hehe...i dun have a big family... but i'm happy...Now i have my own car....Kenari... Wanna spend my money for marriage n home too...

I like shopping, singing, dancing, cooking, outing, eating, watching movies...make a friends....love boys!!! scandals!!!chatting also...hahahaha....juz meet me at www.myspace.com/maszdavivacious... everyday u can see me there... ahaks! sometimes i like 2 join da party or clubs...but i'm not addicted clubber...hahahaha..

I'm friendly person, open minded, sometimes very out spoken but sometimes quiet...sensitive, outgoing, sometimes funny but damn notty....i'm very honest n straight forward...not hypocrite.. I am who i am n i don't want to imitate others..juz to impress someone...

LOVE???? Ermmm i'm single but i'm crush with sumone.... lalalalala... but i don't think it's a real love coz i dun meet my soulmate yet... but a long time ago i'm fallen in love....but broke up 3 years ago... old story...never look back!!! but now i'm juz a girl waiting for my real princey....for everlasting love!!!!

That's All!!! Enjoy my blog!! :)